Post by Sarah on Oct 28, 2015 22:14:47 GMT
...but you've all probably lost patience by now. I do hope you're all OK though. (by "all" I mean Kao and Jude who were kind enough to post when I couldn't face it anyway!) I hope Frey and the couple of others who fell away are OK too. I wonder what happened to Ruben? He did make me laugh. I hope he's thriving.
Sorry - been incredibly depressed. Nobody wants to hear the same old, same old from a moaning minnie. I've just had nothing to say. Getting out of bed has been nearly impossible as has....breathing.
I wish it was like ten or so years ago, when I was full of pompous opinions and posted on el pinko and Sheryl Crowe's board. Obnoxious, loud opinions but at least I felt I had something to say. At least I felt something. I stopped wanting to communicate because others were positive, even when facing adversity, and I resented it. It's hard to explain - I just can't deal with the world or anybody who sees any good in it.
Life has just knocked the stuffing out of me and I'm stuck in a moment I can't get out of. (I don't even like U2).
I think the term "meh" sums it up nicely.
Sorry - been incredibly depressed. Nobody wants to hear the same old, same old from a moaning minnie. I've just had nothing to say. Getting out of bed has been nearly impossible as has....breathing.
I wish it was like ten or so years ago, when I was full of pompous opinions and posted on el pinko and Sheryl Crowe's board. Obnoxious, loud opinions but at least I felt I had something to say. At least I felt something. I stopped wanting to communicate because others were positive, even when facing adversity, and I resented it. It's hard to explain - I just can't deal with the world or anybody who sees any good in it.
Life has just knocked the stuffing out of me and I'm stuck in a moment I can't get out of. (I don't even like U2).
I think the term "meh" sums it up nicely.